define.

Pain: A curious gain which I’m not so kippy to experience again.

:]

fun night last night.
tonights going to rule.

THis week has been a steady good week for the first time in awhile. Thursday was a bitch. But whateva.
The new Copeland cd is growing into a part of me. When I first downloaded it I was like..yay Copeland! so good! but now, the past 3 days I havent taken it out. Jason went through this problem, howd you get away!?!! agh.

I dont have any life lessons to bore you with.
later.

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Homecoming sucked for the 30 minutes I was there.
No surprise there.
But Me Moose and Melzer had a lot of bawls going down our throats, Reid just sucked on his slurpee and watched.
 now that Fun Weekend 1 is over…
Im ready for Fun Weekend 2 to begin!!
 

snow patrol.

October Weekend wasnt half as bad as I thought it was going to be.
I met some neat new people. and I got to see a few that I havent seen since April. So that was nice.

I lost a friend. and it doesnt even bother me.

I really dont have anything esle to say except…

THIS WEEKND AND NEXT WEEKEND ARE GOING TO RUUUULE!!!!!!!!!!

film club too!

weekend blues.

And don’t be so hard on yourself.
You won’t get better until you get worse.
Send a little smile my way and don’t be so hard on yourself.
You won’t get better until you get worse.
Send a little love my way and every second I spend waiting
drives me closer to this grave.
I’m not alone, no I’m just on my own.
And it’s a little cold outside.

I leave tomorrow for October Weekend.
And im not as excited as i always am.
Theres no Frostt this time. I have lost my dancing partner due to him being 2 years older then me and he graduated last year. :[
He’s my favorite guy. Its going to be awkward without him at the dance Saturday Night. Noone to pick me up and spin me ’round. Noone to climb on their shoulders. Noone to hang upside down on and spin. Noone who can dance in the most interpretive amazing unique ways. I hate this.
Chase…Tiago…he cant go this year due to his borther in college..and its visiting week. Hes my main man. And now he and I cant sneak out and cuddle on the beach area. ahh!
all I have is Lindsey, Cole, Matt, Stephen, Castle, Casey..etc.
I dont know.
I just hope I meet more amazing people and this weekend turns out all better then what i have in mind.
im going to miss MOOSE!!!!! haha

so much to miss.
and im dozing off.
shit. i still havent packed.
i need to get on that.

:] :] :] :]!!!!!!!!!!

:] :] :] :]!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
:]

AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!
no really..AMAZING.

im really looking forward to homecoming.

AH!

fickled mind!!!

insomnia

i cant sleep.
it is 12:25 in the a.m.
I want to be asleep.

everything.

hoorah for a fun night last night.
and another one tonight.
what the fuck is up with the quote ‘LOVES IT!’
every lame girl says it. and it irritates the hell out of me.

ah.

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dont tell me about your sweet life during the next few days.
dont talk to me like this didnt happen.
dont laugh in your little ideal giggle. thats your giggle. and i cant stand it.

i think we have an emergency.